Connect'd

I was reading on knowledge of self and "be true to yourself" by eric benet played on my internet radio station.

this happens all the time. It's an awakening of sorts that's been developing in me for years. I now feel that books, music, people, aren't neccessarily chosen by us, but for us. "God is there for us...I don't know how He does it, but He does." just heard that on tv. The tv is rarely on... I'm up blogging and feeling somekinda wonderful, as it plays by India.Arie.

I even feel that I've living in love at the perfect time in my life. I'd been exposed to certain people in preparation for meeting miss december. As I thrive through the moments, I wonder if the feelings I have for her are best lasting or serve as a lesson for my future. I can benefit from both. I am worthy of my first love. I have so much work to do to best serve myself, my future family, my existing family, my community, my nation... I am an agent of healing.

"In the Morning." by Jagged Edge.

Music make me want to "Try" by Jill Scott. Imagine what sharing EVERYTHING with someone else would be like. (If you want it to happen babe) Interesting. Thoughts of you abide with my body floating over the troubles of the world. I want to be so strong for you. So smart for you, so kind to you, so wealthy for you... (espescially made for me) Amerie.

and, and, and I'm a Cancer. :c) This isn't too much to deal with it's a grand expression of my journey. I'm living my destiny and it's not as far away as conversation often classifies it. Between now and tomorrow is life.

Tonight, poetry with CC33. (vivian green 24 hours). and with that, I'm out. (not really feelin that song)