lifting waits

dang. i've been slippin. lifting weights is actually one of the most rewarding experiences i've undertaken! i'm just now getting into it and i love it! at the same time, I feel that this comes at just the right time before I leave for physical therapy school.

being a slim guy, the weights seem to stimulate muscle growth like crazy. i'm not lee haney, but you've gotta start somewhere! on that note, I'm not going for the captain swol. look, but i may have to actually take off my shirt so, here it go.

motivation.

in conjunction with the load bearing, I'm supplementing my diet with protein. muscle is made of protein so, if you're working on your body, then boost your system with the building blocks of muscle---

I've waited a long time for this - my work experience keeps me so happy/busy I almost forgot.
--> you. (yeah right lol)

I confess: it's been good. my march towards career excellence is going so well that i actually think about other things. i know it sounds really weak and how lame is it that i share my weakness on-screen? well, the strong parts of me say: be honest. you have one chance to be you at this moment, so be honest. you've changed me on the inside and outside. returning to a period of life when you wern't there seems odd. at the very least, noticeable. for hours - i get to do me and my passion for physical therapy satisfies my soul. I've prayed for relief. Sometimes I hope it would go away and "stop bothering me," but those thoughts are fleeting. Most of the time I'm in this longing state that I've turned into motivation.
if you celebrate i celebrate.

if you hurt i hurt.
please continue being the supersista that you are. i am not ashamed to be this open, though I don't say it to you. my secrets... i want to reveal them. i want to live them...my visions.

the strange part is that I actually believe you have a clue as to what I'm going through. like you know there is a "we" out there.

i care far too much to quit now, that I'm ahead...slow and steady.

When lifting weights, a key ingredient to overloading your muscles is form. how we work, how smooth we are able to navigate the high seas of trial and tribulation, how we are able to cultivate peace during the most volatile of times, is a true marker of character and strength. my thought of the day - this is beyond me, you, or us.... this is God's business and it seems that we are HIS business. may I be used to better the lives of others in all things I do. May you be radiant and happy.

Have a full life. smile. regardless... its helped me to live better. i am forever grateful.

-delano
oh, and for a lil teaser about my secret desires: Samaritan Physical Therapy coming one day soon.

-delano

p.s. the wait has been lifted.