Soul Incredible

Everything is actually quite okay. Beyond okay... Closeness. How can I say anything but thank you and offer praise for all that is going well with me. I guess, this is what fourth an inches feels like. In football, fourth down is your team's final possession prior to turning the ball over to the other team on downs. At, "fourth and inches" going for it is a wise move, especially with the game on the line.

Going for it... My applications are in and the players are suited up for success. To my readers out there... who from a recent facebook posting are REALLY there, even if they don't make comments- I must mention to you all the song Soul Incredible by Small Eyez (w/ antonio dye), produced by Nicolay.

For a while I wasn't sure how I'd make use of this very feel-good song. But, tonight after waking up to some strange dreams, it was right there with the perfect 2:30 am vibe to keep me cool and speak to me of how well I'm doing in spite of at times being my own worst friend. I am so, incredible. we must constantly tell ourselves that. and believe it....believe me, keepin this on the humble too is not an easy task. daunting, but vital to your survival, we must constantly speak life to ourselves while maintaining the veneer of humility and child-like meekness. Somehow, it all blends perfect... at least for me, it brings peace. And how wonderful is peace?!

Have you ever tainted love with a lie? lies plant seeds of doubt and nothing good can come from such trees. you must be extraordinarily careful not to plant --seeds.
there are forces outside of you that will do their part to water and cultivate the fruit from such trees... and soon enough, that one lie has become like Kudzu... or those poisonous plants in Jumanji.
And now for an interlude:

From Jumanji (1995)
Peter Shepherd: [in horror] Judy!
Judy Shepherd: What?
Sarah Whittle: What happened?
Peter Shepherd: I thought I could end the game myself. I was only ten spaces away.
Judy Shepherd: [reading the sign on the board] 'A law of Jumanji having been broken, you will slip back even more than your token'.
Sarah Whittle: You tried to cheat?
Peter Shepherd: No, I tried to drop the dice so they'd land on twelve.
Sarah Whittle: Oh, okay, honey. Well that would be cheating.
Judy Shepherd: [in terror] Peter, your hands! Look at your hands!
[Peter sees that he is growing monkey fur on his hands as a punishment for cheating]

There are repercussions for trying to control too many elements of this game we call, life. Taken completely seriously, we have got to be our most Incredible selves and project that energy and focus because you never know who is watching...

so, don't let the title of my last blog fool ya in the words of Robert Nesta Marley on Three little birds, "Don't worry, about a thing, cuz every little thing, gonna be alright!" Signing off for more sleep

-delano :c)