tao and disgust

there are some principles that i feel compelled to share with you all, my dearest readers.
it is first the concept of perpetual change, then a sense of motion as an attractive force between objects, and lastly a word on endurance.

the I CHING's first hexagram embodies the FATHER CREATIVE as not only six unbroken lines, but possessing attributes of , "unrestricted energy by any fixed conditions in space and is therefore conceived of as motion."

along my personal journeys endurance seems a most honorable and precious gift. to know of my partner, to honor her curves - those of spirit and being- that I might acknowledge the innately human characteristics of perpetual development; discovering the cyclical nature of our seasons and gently witnessing the fruit bearing of a tree from its most dense, universally portable state of seed.

a universe contained therein, i liken to a word of poetry.

a vibrating particle; it self comprised of a small universe of words as its definition or interpretative state as an idea in the mind.

it seems that the infinite HEAVEN dwells throughout as time is taken to peel the husk from life's fruit and spit out the seeds.

even in doing so, life finds its way no matter how unflattering the initial gesture.

to fancy on the tree's shade or its gnarly roots seem to only distract - for both purposes of delight and resentment - from the universal continuance of propagation.

My words were, "let us stay connected..." and if there ever was a wonder of love - i ask that you start there and paint from the annals of Blackness. a stone beneath my foot will cause blisters if not removed - lacerations even, scarring...

alas, to end the momentary disgust from a thick mass of thickened tissue, I say - the healing process itself can exist in a state of hyperactivity... an autoimmune disorder. personally, a scar, gash, and a sea of tears seems more temporal and tolerable than I no longer recognizing my cells as my own.

the preciousness you seek has no beginning. my word of advise is to discover perseverance - the unfaltering strength during changes that occur day by day.

just as joy can mask disgust, the converse is also alive and well being.

What i know of Tao, is to acknowledge the duality of things, to relinquish what you desire, and to allow the ways of being to transpire in their glory - both in construction and in the inspiring weathering of stone by water, ice, and wind.


life has chosen us for this time...our duty is to discover why