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I wonder if sex will change everything. Of course I want it to make our bond stronger, but will it deprive us of that supernatural desire? I am adjusting to being an adult with this final frontier still in the balance. To be or not to be, lovers. I am aware of my body and that nothing is forever, including having a good person in your life. Call this my spring fever, moreso than actually going out there and doin it, yet...

For me I 've lightly been asking the Universe for relief and I've gotten exactly what I've needed: some attention and the mindset that I am NOT being overlooked by special sistas. But, I'm still celibate!

It's nice to see ya out there still hopeful to engage in good conversation. I am loving myself more by the day and being appreciated by others helps. My fear is of the Lord and of not being fully appreciated by a female partner. I have a feeling I won't compromise my way of treating others, but am close to taking advantage of opportunities if presented. I believe those who want to be close to me deserve something, especially if I'm diggin them. I can't help being a giving person. People NEED help. On that tip I've been helping myself. Getting good grades and on the home stretch for my couple of classes prior to applying to grad school. Feels like I desreve a vacation of sorts...and boy do I like affection (a good kiss is my threesome!).

Also, i've been drinking water, by the bottle, by the pack...

On a weird note I got bit by a dog this past weekend in Newport News. I was there on a brief stop in VA before driving up to Maryland where I was to speak at a friend from Hampton's wedding. The dog bit me on my left forearm. We were in the lobby of a brand new apartment building, quite a public place, quite a leashed dog, and no prior warning in the form of a bark or snarl. Ouch! I went to the doctor and was given a tetanus shot. I may have to sue or settle out of court... My Harvard Law graduate cousin should provide some base advise as how to best handle the situation.

**on a great note, my poetic selection for the wedding made the groom shed tears b/c of its artistry :c)

For now I've got plenty of studying to do this weekend and a show tonight...legs already broke folks, see ya!