everything.

i want to tell her everything. what a feeling i keep stowed away! i want to tell her everything. so, she'll know who she's dealing with. so she can appreciate me. i want to tell her everything. as i try to understand myself, i want to share the incredible things i find. i want to tell her everything. like the open mic i need when those really strong feelings emerge. i want to tell her everything. but this silence makes words seem superfluous, extra... i want to tell her everything. i seek a best friend. i want to tell her everything and have it be our secret. i want to tell her everything and she listens intently. and what she is told, she remembers. she will touch me lightly with her concern for me. she will be my biggest team player. she will be my first resource and strongest defense... she brings me peace and joy.

i want to tell her everything.

i want her to be pleased with me. i want her to challenge me with her love. i want her to make me better. i want her to laugh with me. i want her to be happy. i want our times apart to be as revealing as our times together. i want our smarts to allow us to begin our exploration of life's grandest joys after we feel like it can't get any better. i want our best to make a difference in the lives of others. i want us to dance well together. i want us to learn together and to one day participate in the grand experiment of parenthood. i want us to be kind to our friends, family, and bond. i want us to crush what we thought love was with wings away from what it isn't. i want us to be ... who God designed us to be.

humanly everything.