ReminDeD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvo427sl2DA

That Black Rain will take away your pain..." _Shout outs to Tay Zonday
and his youtube classic "Chocolate Rain."
At this point there isn't anything for me to say or do but keep working towards my goal. It's all out there. I mean in a major way. Yesterday I was jobhunting for a part-time writing gig. And wouldn't you know it but I actually submitted some of my writing samples to her boi's blog. Now, had this been any other occasion I would be lightly impressed with the circumstances, but here and now in 2008. "God don't make no mistakes" So, I will gladly give props to The Lord for responding to my request. Again, for the umteenth time, I embrace the "house." Being in the house is a phrase used throughout hip hop's cultural lifetime. For me being in, means still connected to those you love even when separated by distance, time, anything. Deep down I'm sure she wondered how she would cope if she accepted me and for some reason I left. Don't be scared. I'm here with you always... and it's beyond text messages. Heck, I don't have to see you..we can just send text messages...and let others speak for us. but be aware, sometimes they get it wrong and you have to express yourself. I am in no rush. Take whatever time you need. This is about life. And part of me lives for you. Rather, lives for us. I am awed by God. I am grateful. I am excited. I am longing. I am content. I dream. I live. I work. I am constsntly reminded of you. Have you left? Will you ever leave? From this vantage point. I can't imagine forgetting about this stage of my life. I really want to be completely honest with you. But, as you see, when expressing oneself things can get messy and the boldness we cherish explodes in an emotional firestorm. I am fortunate to have it occur outside the arena of intimacy. For this my body aches in sight of you. And my demands wane. I can ask nothing of you. Save yourself... and we will speak again. In its simplest form I want to be your best friend...at least one of them and you lover, and your dance partner, and your occasional chef. Beautiful.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axjx7CgMsxw