Imma Do Me

so, i was listening to jay-z gangster ish (The Nigerian Gangster mash-up)and feelin like crap. hard to discount black success, but at what cost? our family is turning into individuals... we all have our own minds and bodies, but collectiveism is a way of life for me. some may feel it a weakness, a co-dependence of sorts... but i didn't build my honda nor do i grow my own food. co-dependence is why there is more than one human being in this experiment of soul... I believe The Creator intended for us to aid each other while confined to this planet. I am working through a fascinating time in my life, where my success seems to echo universal success... rather I'm discovering how important I Am in the Grand Scheme of Things. What can I do but serve certain humanity, within reach?

trains i hear youth calling me forward
"children of the night"
"young dusk dancers"

the world is changing, really it is "changed," and we kinda play catch-up on a daily basis... the decisions that shape tomorrow were made yesterday and the present is all we have. our final frontier and last chance to change what will be. I challege all my space cadets to fear not the monotony...for your focus is fuel. At any given moment you can impact the globe for good. Find "teachable moments" in everyday life, learn something about your-self.. make a smile. cause a smile. give a smile...

life is not "getting to me" as much as my imperfections are and this morning I feel relieved to have this diary of sorts. Keeping a diary is splendid. Safer than safe sex lasting longer than regrets, my blog. I'm blogging about blogging... yes, i'm a writer and am getting better at it by the day. One must constantly think and internally dialogue, in a coherent fashion in order to express complex ideas effeciently and effectively. I am fortunate to have such abilities at a young age. Really, I'm glad my abilities are marketable. NOTE TO SELF--I need to study grammer books and PROOF READ--

It's a wonderful struggle, a beautiful fault of mine... ego. "Imma do me, watch me do me." Ha!